Oh Boy.

I apologize for failing to update my blog, not as often as i used to. sorry especially kat ngko, ara. aku tau ko bengang kan? siap nak suh aku close account jek. LMAO.

I went out with"babes" just now. I agreed to accompany him for dinner though i didn't feel like goin out. Since i've already turned down his offers so many time, it's only fair that i go this time. Besides, i thought that maybe we can do some catchin' ups.

Hmm..honestly, it's been a lil' awkward whenever just the two of us around. Dead silence ni baa. Bukan ndamau cakap or strike conversation but i know just what he's thinking and i'm not sure how/what to react.

I've made it clear then, and still adhering to it now.

I'm really sorry :( but if he keeps on acting like that, i'm afraid i might need to take a more drastic approach. And i don't want that to happen. palis2.

Anyhoots, we went out for dinner at Upperstar and throughout dinner, i was too preoccupied with the net connection, commenting and chatting in FB with fnfs. LMAO.

Bukan apaa, teda cerita sama dia kan, dua2 pun ndatau pa mau cakap so it'll be better if i do something else yang fun! hehehe.

K laa, better hit the sack now. Tomorrow is my last day as an intern :) Gotta get some rest now.


p.s: It's good to know that you can get along with my friends easily :)

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:(

I hit a dog on my way home just now. I tried to avoid it by hitting on the brake so hard, that i thought i was almost gonna flew off the lane.

Realizing that i shouldn't hit the brake any harder, i decided to just let it hit the poor black dog which appeared from nowhere! bad dog!

:( mau pingsan owh sia. I sobbed all the way home.

Oh. FYI, i made a U-turn just to check on the dog. It's still alive but is limping. I hit it pretty hard, i'm sure of that. :(

Upon reaching home, i checked on the rear which had hit the dog.

MATAII!

The small signal light on the left is like hanging off and to top it off, mimik ba tu bumper!! ASTAGAAA.

Dadi's gonna be sooooo pissed off.

*sighs*

What a way to start my new year maybe it's all because i didn't "buang sial" when midnight struck. Tahun Ox pula tu. Which happened to be "my" year.

Oh 2009. THANK YOU!

*sighs*

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Mr. S.

By the time this current post is published, i am most probably be hangin'out with some good friends counting the hours or minutes before 2009 takes over.

Therefore, sounding cheesy like i always do, i'd really really like to tell him that i'm sorry that never once did i ever mention the three words to him before.


HAVE A HAPPY & BLESSED NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! :)

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Beyond Words.

I'm aware that feelings can be easily expressed by words or through songs.

[BUT].

I've always believed that action speaks louder than words.

Maybe how i behave has been influenced by what i believed in.

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Folded hearts.

Yes, the RM1 folded hearts.

I meant them. Guessed he never knew.

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Impromptu Getaway.

Just the previous night, gfnd Jane and i were chatting in MSN when suddenly i popped the question:

"So, tomorrow jadi la u pi pulau? with whom?"

She replied, "Jojo nda pi, Surren also cannot go, Dennis went for his divings. But i'm still going. ALONE."

Reading the last word, i went twilight for a second. Realizing how much she wanted to go to the island and after turning her down baaaanyak kali hehehe i suddenly bolted in to finally agreeing to go.

I know you takajut tu kan Jane? LOL.

So that was it. We planned the unplanned during wee hours :) Yang paaaling best, the day we were supposed to set-off to Mamutik, we managed to get Jasony, Ali & Kajun to butt in at the last minute sampai ada juga tahap memaksa la hahaha.

The 5 of us went to Mamutik island and chill for a bit. Trus di sana, we bumped onto Jude Jr. and upon our arrival at the J.Point jetty, i saw one familiar face as well but actually his tee caught my attention first baru urg dia coz tee BBKK dia tu sama with my BBKK woven bag i was carrying around LOL. Takajut jugala sia but it's cool. Heh.

After the island, we decided to head to Waterfront to grab something to eat. Pastu balik rumah, shower and all, direct pi tingu wayang. Panaaaatt ehh! And if it wasn't because i need to get up early for work tomorrow, i would've joined them to Upperstar to hangout (ketara sangat gansau oo kan? LMAO.)

K laa. IF i were able to update with photos (which i will try because seriously, it depends on my mood to do so heee~), i will okay?

Til then. Niteynytes!

Couple of days til new year.

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2 movies & A Pair of Oversized Roxy Flipflops.

I was supposed to follow sis Karen to hangout somewhere just now. I've had some other invitations by some friends as well.

At first, i was in dilemma. To whom should i go with? Last punya last, i end up not going with any of them LOL.

Truth is, being the lazybum as i already am, i wasn't in the mood to go out BUT somehow i really feel like giving myself a break. At least, doing something i loike once in a while.

Again, i opted for movie marathon :)

I texted Dadi yang pada ketika itu berada next door and ask for his permission to borrow his truck. Once he gave me the greenlight, i immediately vroom2 to CP as i was already late yes i have probs with time management hehe.

Watched George Romero's Diary of The Dead and also KM 31.

The verdict: Both pun sama ja. Ok2 only laarr. Nothing to be "awed" about although KM31 did freaked me out a bit sampai risau sia mau drive balik saturang hehe. But i'm cool. =p

O ya. Since my cousin lost her sandals during open house the other day, i lend her mine instead. I didn't feel like wearing shoes/sneakers for movie just now so i borrowed sis Karen's roxy flipflops yang obviously oversized.

Payah rupanya mau berjalan pakai oversized sepatu.

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(Punya ketara sia ketandusan idea mau berblogging ni. Alalala.)

Let's see tomorrow. I might go for movie marathon again xD

p.s: I'm excited for new year to come. yeay! But..*sighs* it pulls me down a weebit also.

p.p.s: 3 more days to new year. 3 more days to close the old book and start a brand new one.

3 more days to excuse myself for doing what i shouldn't be doing.

Just 3 more days to tell Mr. S. things i've been wanting to tell him long ago.

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Skip This.

The more i ignore, the more i searched/thought of Mr. S.

Imishim & hatingit at once.

BLISSFUL CHRISTMAS & A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 PIPOL!

p.s: 7 days til '09.

:(

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The Muse, Props & i n d e n

I just love it whenever ideas would popped in my head.

But sia tia suka kalau it happens as i'm just about to doze-off WHICH ironically, always always! happen.

-____-"

Anyways, been wanting to post these pics tapi maaalas ja. I did them a couple of days ago tho'.

Kalau bida, tulungla ketawa banyak2 k xD

Before that, these are the tools bein used:


Duck magnet, mechanical pencil, mumdad's standard digicam and my name (bar code-like)

And i utilized the props into these:




i fancy this one very much :)

Okaaayy. You people can laugh your arses off now. LOL.


p.s: I had a good time last night. Tho' twas short, i am glad :) Thank you.

To whom it may concern.

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Edit.Editing.Edited.

I can't believe i just spent couple of hours just for this! just to get my mind off of something


I'm loikeing it tho' :) uinaa macam cover buku low-budget ging! lmao.

p.s: Gettin' new shoes ala2 sneakers tomorrow. Hopefully masih ada. Hey sepatu, see you toms! xp

imishhim[but]hedoesntknownorcared
:(

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Dishwalla.

Listening to their song 'Angels or Devils' over and over again, suddenly made me sappy.

I loathe it so much when my mind is preoccupied with thoughts of something which i do not wish to think about.

As new year's approaching, i grew more and more confused, sad and excited all at once.

Sad coz i know i need to let go of something.

Something which if possible, i wouldn't wanna let go of :(

Oh Dishwalla. I curse thee for makin' me feel this way(all over again).

She opted for movie marathon to loosen her pathetic self.

Hopefully it works.

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