Happy Birthday JC =)

Blessed Christmas '09 everyone.

May there are many more Christmasses in the years ahead =)

The Jotter's Christmas shoutout goes especially to her beloved peeps; friends & family, and would also like to extend it to regular or non-regular blog hoppers *chuckles*

And to that one particular person, Merry Christmas precious.
imu beyond the usual.

.xx.

You!

I hope he misses me.

Coz i miss you heaps! *winks*

The best of luck hunn. *hugs* ilu.

p.s: Work is gettin crazier day by day. I'll try not to complaint. LOL!

.xx.

Lotsa Needs.

I've started working this week and i thought i would be cuttin some slack since i am still new there.

There, my friend, is where i was dead wrong.

It's all really interesting (i ain't sure whether i'll be able to keep up with it or not) but it's givin me a headache already.

First day, i already got headache.

Second day, started to have sore throat and headache.

Third day, the throat soreness has worsen and headache refuse to go elsewhere.

The needs:

1. To adapt to the new environment a.s.a.p.
2. To learn and absorb everything a.s.a.p.
3. To gain more self-esteem.
4. To learn chinese language (-__-)"
5. To love the task and have fun doin it.

So far, those are the most needed items and criterias.

Owh and i NEED si pungit love =)

p.s: The fam & i are planning to go Maliau Basin in early Jan. Thanx to Aunty Rita & Cuzzie Dayze!

.xx.

A Christmasy Mood.

I'm in the mood for Christmas already. yays!

Gotta put up the Christmas tree. yang sia tetau mana kena simpan. gotta dig dig dig for it!

In order to make my Christmas a very meaningful one this year, i'd like to seek forgiveness from everyone that i have intentionally hurt and also the unintended ones.

I know i have caused trouble and chaos to a friendship between two people. I sincerely apologise. Please please please do not let me & the culprit get things in between you guys. And you, culprit, i think you owe them, if not US, an apology as well. It may not matter anymore but it is definitely good to know that you have at least the courtesy to come forward. *winks*

On the other hand, whomever feel that they have inflicted pain (emotionally/physically) on me before, no need to seek forgiveness. It's over and done with already =)

Have a blessed Christmas everyone =D

I love yousssss. You people know who you are =)

.xx.

Cousinly Love.

Conversation between cousin Dayze and i few hours back [via Celcom-Digi]

she: i gotta play tour guide tmrw night, free ka?

i: who to guide? bitch or bastard? Lol!! buli ba. lemme know what tym la.

she: Lol aku serious niiii cos all guys niii. don't fkk with me ahhhh. Lol macam 6-ish gitu ok ka? pls pls pls pls

i: Hensem or not? if cina sia temau hahaahha. Baahhhhhh demi cinta kasih sia akun la.

she: Hahahahha cina la baaaaa jadi ko mau apa? Mangkali ada tambi la but not shurrr ahahahaha

i: Kimak. hahahaha

she: Bah kasitau aunty Theresa awal2 ah, bilang anak aunty Rita bawa sia keluar bilang loll!!

i: okey. Sia bilang anak aunty Rita mau tulung kasi cari ko menantu santung. Ahahahaha

she: Hahahaha. iya, dia happy tu sebab santung kan, kalau santung +100 points hahaahaha

i: Buduts punya kazen. Bah later u lemme know mana ko mau bawa the santungs la. Sia mau tau apa mau pakai. Bikini ka bra.

she: Derang bilang mau makan seafood and then drinks after, mana tempat mau makan seafood ni ging lol

i: Drink apa? alkohol ka? kalau alkohol, sana upperstar or texas lor (buli trus p berjoget akakaka) seafood? gaya sport? kg nelayan? salut?

she: Haha bah bisuk ko jadi co-pilot sia k? huahuahua

i: Insyaolo. Bawa compas manatau sasat.

she: Buli ba, ko bawa map la manatau kita decided to go for gold digging ka.

p.s: Moii, bosan sia puff2 halau nyamuk satu2 urg di luar. (Okay. The gfs, bcfs and the bf wouldn't like this statement. Pasti kena cuci telinga. Tidak mengapa. Tahan. Berani kerana benar orang bilang haha.)

On a completely random note:
Net connection at home mengalahkan kelajuan siput babi mengandung.
I is definitely don't like.

.xx.

1 Perk From Posting A Fcka Post.

First off, HAHAHAHA. Okay i can't help but to laugh. Pardon me.

I laughed because i feel relieved.

I laughed because i now know both sides of the story.

I laughed because i am amazed at how the two exaggerated stories had been carefully weaved with a golden thread hoping that it'll stay that way.

I laughed because it didn't.

I also laughed at the weaver.

Ironically, i am somehow glad that i have posted that particular shoutout that was initially meant to be aimed at someone and was a mean to vent my dissapointment.

I guess things didn't turn out perfectly as you wanted, huh?

To the person who THINKS he knew too much.

Now, enough messing with us. Thankyou.

.xx.

Ngits.

Blessed birthday Sill *hugs*

=)

Make sure to have fun & get wasted but please takecare alright?

p.s: Hope those text messages from everyone made you smile :) ILU.

.xx.

Bad Santa.

I will only get my christmas '09 present in a couple of years.

But it's okay Santa. I still love you in a very weird way considering that i know you don't exist.

p.s: Lovin' the whole 'in-a-relationship' kinda thingy now. It's hard not to love the unexpected ;)

.xx.

The Flow.

i love every single bit of it.

Including the shitty ones :)

.xx.

Only A Fraction. Now Think HARDER.

What i have written here is merely a fraction of me, although i might make it sound as if i am telling a large part of myself - publicly.

I beg to differ. Think again. ;)

Therefore, think twice before making a conclusion about others. Especially me.

One of the things that i look down so much is a pre-judgemental person WHO thought they knew everything.

You know. That "been there, done that-therefore i know so much about the world and how it operates" kinda attitude.

*flips hair* Oh please. Now think thrice.

Let bygones be bygones. I am so blardy happy with me life so far (well not quite laa as i haven't achieved everything i wanted hahaha).

I have prepared to face the consequences of every actions that i have taken, am taking and will be taking.

Oh and by the way, just so you know, i have also already got the awesomest support :)

okeythxbai.

.xx.

Oakley's Story.

Earlier today during the kids' lunchbreak when it was just past my duty to keep an eye on the kids, i decided to stay for a bit to have a lil chat with Linda.

When suddenly i heard from afar,

"Miss Sharon, miss Sharon!. He's crying! He slipped and fell!"

I immediately turned around facing where the shouting were coming from.

Oakley is his name.

Still wearing his cap with bright red 'K.I.S' printed on it, i saw Oakley's eyes were all red and watery. I tried to talk to him but with little success.

I shushed the other kids away and gently tugged Oakley to have a lil walk with me around the play area.

I wiped his tears and told him that boys don't cry. He seemed to have stopped crying but i can still see he was still a lil upset.

I asked lil Oakley did he hurt himself. He nodded while showing off the small scratches on his left elbow and on his knee. Upon doing so, i noticed he was about to sob again.

I quickly and literally knelt infront of him, just low enough to be able to have my face at par with his, while saying,

"I have a bruise too. It's quite huge, bluish n greenish in colour. It's painful but i didn't cry. Do you wanna see it?"

Still sobbing, he nodded.

I quickly rolled up my right-legged leggings up until my knee. Thus showing the bruise.

Oakley's eyes seemed to have fixated on it. He had stopped sobbing by then.

"Now Oakley, would you be willing to exchange your small lil scratches with my bruise?"

He shook his head signaling a 'No'.

I looked at him, smiled and said,

"If you don't want to, stop crying and go on play now."

He smiled and went on playing with his friends.

So, that was the story of a cute lil boy, Oakley.

p.s: If you guys were wondering, YES, i do have a 50cents sized bluish-greenish bruise on my right leg.

The best part, i didn't even know howdahell it got there in the first place!

(-__-)"

gdnyt!

.xx.

A Twice Altered Dress & A Pink-bottled Perfume.

I got my dress for sis Grace’s wedding reception at the church.

It was altered twice and thankfully, they got it right this time though there is still a slight slack.

But that can do.

How the material looked like in closer range.

Mintapuji moment.

Secondly, we have already received the parcel from Aunt Irine.

She have sent me Britney Spears perfume. Lovely! I is like!

Thank you aunty. What a suprise!

Now now, i am looking forward for that Vic Secret that you’ve asked Aunt Charlotte to bring back ;)

As much as i love the stuff you’ve sent, i wish to have you guys back here. It’s been almost 6 years.

.xx.

Sisterly Love.

This conversation took place earlier today as i was lazying on my bed.

sSis J: Ui. You want anything from here?

Ms excited: Yes. I want Michaelbukan nama sebenar,pls?

sSis J: Bye.

Ms excited: (-___-)"

Can you tell just how much the lil sister loves me now?

This is called the 'Dream Jar'. Made this during art class with the kids in school :)

I'd like to call it the 'Heart Jar' instead :)

Can i keep you inside dude?
Can i?
pls?
jeng3.

.xx.

Oh. Hi!

Had a little chat with Swen last night on msn. Did a very tiny bit of catching ups i might say.

He asked whether i'd be willing to be the model for the company (Wella) he's engaging with currently.

Basically, i need to lend them my hair as lab rat testing. LOL!

I agreed, provided that my hair are not be colored nor straighten.

That was it. The end of msn chatting.

Approx. 15mins later he called saying that he's around the neighborhood and was wondering if it is okay for him to drop by to say hi.

"Okay", i said.

The catching up was brief but a nice one.

I'd like more of that with my other friends =)

p.s: Had fun catching ups with cuzzie Dayze, Avila, Tina, Ita (nice to know u!), Lee and Khai last sunday night.

Wasn't able to chat as often as usual.
I think, i miss sill.
But it's still all good =)

.xx.

Santuts.

I know.

The title is somewhat inappropriate hahaha.

I feel like goin out today. So i've asked couple of good friends to go with me.

Nothing major. Just out for a quick or not so quick shopping moments.

I wanna look for a maroon-ish lace with nice pattern on it for a dress that i've designed in my head that is. But kalau tiada, i guess i just have to get another ready-made dress.

Or i could cut-off the dress Aunt Irine sent from the States to make it shorter biasalaa ketinggian sia tidak mencukupi okay -__-"

Tapi punya sayang tuuuu. Haish.

Okay then, i should be getting ready now.

We're off to santut shopping!! Hahahaha.

p.s: Happy Belated Borndays to Viki babe & Onot! Hope you guys had an ass-kickin 23rd borndays!

Sia rindu kau.
Ilumsill.

.xx.

The Man I Love.

HAPPY somethingTH DADI!

A never ending thank yous to Gong2 & Nenek for having you, our own greatest Dadi.

Appreciate everything you have done for mom, us & others.

May you be showered with never ending protection, blessings and prayers from the up above and everyone around you.

Stuff you did for us, it's impossible to sum up with words.

LOVE YOU and Happy Bornday once again Dadi dearie!!

.xx.

Loves!

It's been quite awhile that i hadn't really gone out to clubs and partaying compared to how often i used to.

Not that i dislike them WHICH is very hypocrite of me to say so. BUT because the mood hasn't kicked in, yet haha.

One thing for sure, am looking extremely optimistic towards the end of the year! Many of the monkeys will be back here and boy can i imagine the hectic and damage they gon cause! LOL.

Had a few hours catchin ups with Ms Lim and Ms James G. the other day at BK.

Had another good time with sis and Ms Richard just now. Man i miss that blardy woman!

Amongst those whom i miss very much are Ms Hendriks and Mrs Randy L.

But the ultimate one is of course the silly one with a hyperactive syndrome. Jangan kau makan sugar/candy and energy drink too much. Told you balik2 sudah. Ilumsill!

Gon be crashin now. Toodles!

.xx.

Reflection.

Sometimes when i think of any of my shitty situations and thought to myself, "How the hell am i suppose to react to this?!" and less than often came up with shitty ideas to solve 'em, i tend to be reflected by other toxic people.

Toxic people = Not worth mentioning = Major exaggerator = Beyond repair.

PSYCHO to be precise.

It always knock my senses back on and gladly turn to those toxic people and calmly say,

"Cheers to you, Fcukas!"

.xx.

Chuckles.

Too cute to even start with.

You're silly!

=)

p.s: All the best!

p.p.s: Bosan bah tu "civil rights movement". I'd pick #1, #3 or #4 ;)

.xx.

Very Cliche.

Have you guys ever noticed that the bridesmaids tend to wear identical outfit, or nail-polish or even the same hairdo?

For goodness sake, that is so very yesterday.

Anyhoos, the parents, sis K and i went for a quick shopping spreewell not exactly few days back.

At first, wanted to look for THE dress for sis K to be worn during sis G wed in Nov, but to no avail.

We went into kadai kasut pula. In an instant, sis K and i have agreed to get ourselves and sis J a pair of heels for the wed.

Remember what i mentioned about being cliche and that is soooo yesterday?

looks like we sisters are very yesterday after all. i like! haha.

i managed to get myself a decent dress.
I've sent it for a simple alteration.
I shall be gettin it by next week.
I feel merry!
=D

.xx.

A Month & A Celebration.

It's already been a whole month lil one.

We're still missin' you dearly.

Hope you've been good for the past month and months to come okay.

Jangan jajal2.

On a short note,

HAPPY EID DAY TO ALL CELEBRANTS!

.xx.

Je M'appelle Sharon.

...and it took her sometime to realized that she has actually fallen for you.

je t'aime, j'maine.

p.s: All the best of luck to you silly! =*

p.p.s: i'm back from school early today cos it's Friday =)

p.p.p.s: will be goin out to fetch sis Karen & direct to sungkei with Kajun, Ila & Din.

but, i am OH-SO-SLEEEPPPPY.

.xx.

Night Out For Such A Long Time.

It's just ain't the same w/o you.

.xx.

Them Kids & Rollercoaster.

Mind you. This has nothing to do with the above mentioned title.

Well, not exactly at least.

Work related, i'm still lovin it. The kids are really starting to get warmer and warmer each day. And i didn't realized that me too, as if triggered by something, began to pat them on their heads, put my arms around their shoulders and even tidied up their hair.

Maybe because i received almost similar treatment with the sudden hugs i got from the girls, offering help like, "Miss Sharon, do you need help?", "Miss Sharon, can i help you with that?" etc.

What the heck right? How can you not fall in love with them. Ahh another thing, they're smart too. Like a young adult trapped in a 10years old.

Speaking of them, tomorrow we'll be going for a class trip to Doulos. They are so friggin excited just with the thought of BOOKS on a big boat.

Yes. BOOKS. Did i mentioned they're smart?

p.s: I almost made a mistake. No, i have made a mistake and was ready to accept the consequences of doin so. However, thanks to you for being such a practical person who thinks wise & rationally beyond your age, you still got my back.

Though i have caused you quite the damage =(

This is just another reason why you make me smile.

Screw everything. I am keepin' the rollercoaster, for real this time.

=)

.xx.

Mishes.

Went to watch the animated cartoon "UP" with three cuzzies tadi.

Twas a good movie. Sia encourage you guys to watch it. Sioookkk! :D

Anyways, i really enjoyed watching it.

So much fun that i wish he was there with me, laughing our asses off! LOL.


XOs sent to miles away attached together with mishes.

.xx.

Fun, Still. Woohoo!

It's been a week since i've started my job in KIS. Told you guys that i had fun on my first day.

I'm still liking it now =)

I guess it's a good sign then yays!

p.s: I feel blessed to be able to start and end my day everyday (almost hehe) with my favorite energy booster ;) i guess that's the perk of diff time zone. at least it does one good thing, right? =)

.xx.

Oh Very Random.

Time: After St. Simon's 5pm mass on Sunday.

Venue: One of the kedai makan depan All Saints High, Likas.

Starring: Neslo 'ping' & Soto ayam + lada gao2.

After that, we headed to 1B for a lil bit of "window" shopping WHICH turned out to be not so window-ish after all LOL. Daddy was bit tipsy. Acted bit weird but in a funny way. Oh dadi!

About an hour after consumption (please refer above), i made my way to the washroom in an extreme pace. The fastest ever recorded in my life i must say!

Verdict: All GONE CASE! Flushed down the toilet. There goes my effing dinner.

Moral of the story, Neslo 'ping' and a super hot soto ayam do not go along.

OR maybe i just got bowel problem.

p.s: Second day at work was a bit more hectic than the first. But it's all good so far.

I noticed a Cdale stopped by.
Sia suka! =)

.xx.

Morning Greet :)

Silliness & spontaneity which she misses too much.

Her daily dose of drug.

Now, tell her how can she not smile despite being miles apart?

:)

.xx.

2 Minutes Late. =/

As mentioned in the previous post, i was supposed to start my first day working as a teacher's assistant in KIS today.

I made a vow more like RENEWING it to myself that i would try my very best to change or AT LEAST manage my time efficiently once i started working.

I was soooo dead wrong! Today i arrived work 2 minutes too late! owh well..but twas a tremendous achievement indeed! lol.

First day of work was as the usual - feelin' like a stranger. Well actually i am basically STILL a stranger in the eyes of the school, staffs and especially the kids.

However, i forced myself to de-stranger myself. Continously reminding myself to get involved more with the students. Thank God, the oh-so-hot&funny-but-married class teacher, Mr. Scott Lowther is a real big help!

As hours passed by, the kids and myself started to get warmer with each other. Soon, i began to realize i am already liking the job!

Hopefully the 'likeness' goes constant throughout the whole stipulated period as agreed.

Overall, i think having the utmost opportunity working in KIS is awesomely great, fun and interesting all rolled up into one!

It's such a great opportunity to work and meet many new people of different nationalities.

p.s: Cara dorang study pun sangat lah best! Like i said, fun & interesting, it makes me wanna go back to school! haha.

.xx.

My First, KIS.

Had an interview with KIS's principal Mr. Stuart McClay earlier today to fill in a temporary (60 days) job as a teacher's assistant.

I should be nervous. Really nervous being interviewed by urang putih.

Amazingly, it was the other way round.

He was rather calm & friendly.

I've received a call frm Mr. McClay approx. 5 minutes ago.

I start on Fri. Wooottss!!

Hopefully i am good with kids & that the kids will love me! *crosses fingers*

**KIS = Kinabalu International School

.xx.

Smiling at 3 in the a.m.

Kan saya cakap saya tidak menangis?

hahahaha.

I know u're reading. *winks*

=) <----- senyum lebar-leeeeebaaaar kau bilang! haha

.xx.

nmrjkm

...equals smiles!

=)

p.s: gon be attending Riney's wed reception later this evening. I'm so worried that i may not have many acquaintances during the reception. Therefore, Riney reserved another extra seat for me to bring another guest with me. Yayss! thanx sayang! Therefore, homie saya lah yang menjadi mangsa hahahaha.

p.p.s: Thanx SHT for dragging your arse with me later. Jangan lupa fetch saya okay. *winks*

p.p.p.s: I am missin' alot of people lately. The GFNDs: Mr. Hendriks' youngest daughter, Mr. James' only daughter & Mr. Richard's youngest n only daughter *chuckles* , as well as the BCFs: Isut & Kelor. *sighss*

.xx.

Apology Accepted?

I AM TRULY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING LIKE AGES!

xD

Anyhoos, just in case any of youssss are wondering, i am doin good, great, to be precise :)

I've got a new addiction nowadays. Nope, not this time i do not wish to share. For once, i feel like keeping it to myself, cherish it and let it be just the way it is right now.

I want it to feel special :)

As much as i am lovin' it (watever it is hehehehe) right now, it'll end soon though. Bad. No, it sucks but it's all gonna be alright in the end =)

Enjoyin' & lovin' every second of it! Wheeeeee~~

I'll update again soon. Or not. Haha.

.xx.

Phils - Five.

Whine.whine.whine section: I forgot to tell ya'll that both my thighs are killlliiiinnnggg me big time! "Kudos" to me for not stretching out before futsal the other night. Dayum~. Btw, yo bigbro! Good thing is coming your way soon. Tralala~
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6th June:
Since we were quite tired from yesterday's event, we went to bed quite early last night. Woke up feeling fresh the next day amidst sharing a king sized bed between Aunt Maria (Meg's mom), Megan, myself & Mike.

Both, Aunt Maria and myself got ready (took shower and change into a more appropriate attire for make-up and hairdo session) ahead of Megan so that we could assist her later on.

By the time we got ready, all three of us were starving. So, we ordered breakfast while waiting for the photographer, videoman, makeup artist & the hairdresser to arrive. Megan was so nervous she ended up having a second round meal much to her mom's suprise LOL!

Few hours passed and the three of us, including Lil' Jade the Little Bride were all dressed up and ready to go. Not long, we heard a knock on the door. The door opened and in came Aunt Maria's king and princes. Such a lovely sight! :)

Had about a half an hour picture taking inside the room before all of us paraded to the church. Megan looked stunningly beautiful!!!

Upon reaching the church, it was indeed another beautiful sight where there were many ladies dressed in blue and pink gowns while the men were in their barongs. Each one of us had our walk down the aisle. While everyone had their partner to walk down the aisle, i had none! *sighs* I thought my partner, Mr. Roy Lim (the groom's elder bro) was suppose to walk with me. But oh well~

After the church blessings, everyone yes, including the guests were invited to get back to Bohol Plaza the place where we were staying for the wedding reception. The theme was Blue & Pink. The cake was even coloured and decorated according to the theme! Weird but pretty!!

And so, all of us had our dinner by the pool. The event was emceed by the couple's wedding organizer and everything was just so delightful!

Last but not least, everyone had a wonderful time, and as usual the clan from Megan's side jugalaa yang paling last to leave. Hahaha. Murah eh tu bir dia. San Miguel 320ml cost just RM3. Punya banyak kami order hahahaha. All's good though.

There goes the highlight of our trip in Bohol.

.xx.

Phils - Four.

Small Chat: Farewell Mr. Moon Walker. An icon. A legend. A weirdo whom i fancy quite a bit.
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5th June:
I woke up quite late. Honestly, i was the only one still left on the bed/in the room while everyone was already up for breakfast.

The bros, Mc & Mike tried to pull me out of bed for breakfast but i just simply told them that i wanted to doze for a bit longer. Blame it on the booze session i had during the wee hours. LOL.

Once i woke up, got cleaned and changed, one of the bros came into the room and told me that they're going for a movie - Terminator, that is. Didn't want to spend another hour feeling suffocated in the room, i decided to tag myself along with them.

Went to the cinema at one of the malls. Sorry to say but, i find the cinema was quite uncomfortable. Its dustiness left me sneezing more than a few times (-___-)".

Oh, i had my share on Mike's popcorn. Twas cheese flavoured. Yummy but tooo salty. Masin gila. Berguguran rambut. haha.

Right after the movie, i glanced over my watch and noticed that it was already about 4pm. Calmly, i turned to the bros and asked them what time were we suppose to go to the church for Megan's rehearsal.

Mc turned to me and said, "We weren't asked to come. Don't really need rehearsal on our part."

*Mc paused which i believe lasted for three secs*

"Uii. You're suppose to be at the church tu kan Den??"

Nahh mataii. I told to myself.

Anyhoos, i decided to leave the clan (there were a bunch of us who went to the mall) and catch a cab to the church accompanied by one of the bros, though Mike insisted that we take the 'tuk-tuk'. Hahaha.

I came up to one of the security ladies and asked,

"Excuse me MA'AM. Wherrrrre is the cab station?...Downstairrrrs?..Okay. Thank you so much MA'AM."

Yes. Saya TER-impersonate the way the filipinos speak (emphasized on the 'R'). Both Mike and i laughed our arses off. LMFAO!

Got inside the cab and off to the St. Joseph Church in Tagbilaran City, Philippines for the rehearsal. We were there up until late evening. After that, the usual routine of mandi, makan, chill skejap and tidur.

There goes the fourth day in Bohol.

.xx.

Phils - Three.

Preview: Partaying with old & new buddies were great! Yesterday's island chillin' with awesomeness friends was superb! Last night's Randy&Megan's reception was off the hoooookkkkk!!
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4th June: Daytime, all of us roamed around Bohol island. We went to some of Bohol's famous tourist destinations. Twas all pure fun-ness!

First, we were brought to one of Philippine's infamous monument of errmm....(damnit i forgot!) it has something to do with Philippine's history with the Spanish etc. Oh what the heck, read here instead.

(-__-)" man i suck in this. apology apology.

After that, we had a cruise at the Loboc River and had our lunch there. Buffet style okay *flips hair* LOL! The food was scrummppptious! actually makanan di Phils semua sedap2.

Next, we were brought to pay a "visit" to the Philippine Tarsier sanctuary. I tell you, those Tarsiers are soooo adorable! They can fit nicely inside your pocket too! haha.

Finally, we went to the infamous Chocolate Hill!! Woottss! I bet you guys would get orgasm just by the look of those boobs...i mean hills! LMFAO! The panoramic view is over the top! I was also told that the hills usually "turn" to brown colour during the end of the year. Thus getting its name "Chocolate Hills" and no, they don't sell any chocs whatsoever there. Now lap liur kamu tu. Another Filipino friend of mine also told me that the hills got their name because of their shapes which are very much similar to Hershey's Chocs. Cool kan? :)

Actually there were some other places that we were suppose to go but due to limited time frame we had to cut our trip short. Booo! But twas all good :)

Before heading back to the Plaza we manage to spent an hour to roam about the shopping mall. I was told that i need to get a pair of silver heels to match it with my gown. Megan's lil bro had been a great companion to go shopping with me and had even chosen the perfect heels for me. Not bad Mike!

Got back to the Plaza and everyone got ready to attend the couple's wedding shower at Randy's uncle's mansion betul besar oh macam dlm wayang Philippine tu!.

There were about 30-50 people presented. Had yummy like always! dinner. While everyone was enjoying their menu, the emcee which happened to be Randy's aunt announced something i wasn't really paying attention coz was busy makan haha on the microphone when suddenly i heard my name was mentioned and were asked to stand up. Puzzled and nervous, i did.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...*singing continues*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARON..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!" sambil kek diusung ke hadapan saya which has an L-sized two digit numbers on it.

Dumbfounded i tell you. And also malu. I swear i was blushing! Nasib baik saya gelap, orang nda perasan. LOL!

So yea saya tertumpang glamour sekejap. Suprised. Very much. Thanks to the newlyweds! *hugsssss*

Back to the plaza, chill for a bit with the couple, Gan's bros and uncle up til about 4am. Just talking and all. Twas all good.

There goes the third day in the Phils.

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Phils - Two.

This is actually the third day of our stay in the Phils.

Since we got nothing to do, all of us planned to go elsewhere. We decided to take a supposedly an hour and a half passenger-boat ride to Cebu. We ended up getting there about 2hours instead.

(-____-)"

3rd June: We woke up in the morning, had our breakfast and went to the ticketing agency to make some return-flight amendments before headed to the jetty.

Took the 11:20am boat and reached Cebu at about 1:30pm. Got two cabs van-like cabs and headed straight to SM Mall. There, we had our lunch and roamed around the mall for a bit. Did nothing much though. Shopping malls selling stuffs with prices not much different from my place of origin doesn't really excite me.

Anyhoos, off to Bohol we took a SUPPOSEDLY 6pm boat ride. Again, we left Cebu at almost 7pm.

(-_____-)"

Reached Bohol plaza quite late already and everyone was pretty tired by then. All of us go mandi and all trus had our dinner.

An hour or two past midnight, everybody were already in lalaland.

There goes the second day in the Phils.

p.s: Jangan main2 boat dia oh. Ada labels such as 'Di larang merokok' and 'Pintu kecemasan'. LOL!

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Phils - One.

Conclusion:
The overall trip experience was over the top! Though i was unable to shop and get some souvenirs back with me to be distributed to others i'm sorry! i still had an awesome one week getaway! I had fun travelling around Bohol Island, meeting new people, making new acquaintances, experience, laughters etc. Thank yous to the Imbayan-Siambun family for the opportunity, hospitality & experience that i was given. They are happy people. I love and God Bless!
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The first day we arrived from KK to Manila twas already late in the evening. Roamed around the airport for a bit then off we went to grab something to eat. Called Arthur, the cab driver to fetch us at the NAIA (Terminal 3) Airport and drop us at Chow King is a local food chain in the Philippines.

Chow King sadap! Unfortunately the food portion is consider small though.

After dinner cum supper, went back to the airport and everyone tried to get some sleep. EVERYONE slept on the hard cold airport floor tryin' to get a few hours of rest before the next flight from Manila - Bohol at around 8am the next day.

When everyone was asleep, i kept awake to keep my eyes on the baggages nicely topped onto each other on the trolleys. I kept myself awake with Mike's ipod, on repeat.

6am: Checked-in for Bohol. Reached Bohol about an hour plus. Greeted by Randy's he is Megan's husband aunt and cousins and off we head to the plaza where we stayed for a good week.

Checked-into the plaza (Bohol Plaza). Everyone was so exhausted that we konked as soon as our arses landed the bunk.

Fast forward few hours later, woke up, cleansed ourselves and then out we went for dinner which by then was already kinda late.

There goes the first day in Bohol.

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The Jotter Is Back.

I'm back in KK now and currently is so damn exhausted.

Will blog about my one week in foreign land soon after alryt?

Toodles for now.

p.s: I mish hangin'out with madu. Just chillin and no bitchin. Pray you're doin extremely good there! *hugs*

p.p.s: Am sooo looking forward towards "mini" gathering with high school mates. All those plans of netball & futsal match, island trip and especially Megan's reception. Woots! oi let's crash a night at magellan. ngeh3.

p.p.p.s: I'm tired so byebye.

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June Already?

Within hours time i'm off to Phils for a week.

Went thru the checklist to double check stuff i should and should not bring.

Wait.

I don't have a friggin checklist. Heh.

Status:
Hours prior to flight. June already. Few days prior to 20ish birthday. Weeks before gfnd is back. Packed nothing yet. Dozing off.

Gdnyte-eberibadeh!

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Miss ADI.

Ui.

I am dedicating a post just for you! huiseh kembang cam shial ko nih kan. wakkk tui! lol.

I am really starting to regret for supporting you to leave!! LOL. But hey, i am soo glad that you did. Now i can have better reasons to look forward to! Yays. Cepat kau pulang!

Really had fun that night. Lebih2 lagi dengan kehadiran si Ms. GMI dengan buah hatinya Mr. Mark *bats lashes* girl, bukan darling sy sama Leanor juga kaitu? hehe.

I've known Ms. Adi since we were kids. 7 years old. Was real tight back then until we reached 12. Trus lost contact. Boo! However, we recently managed to get in touch end of last year and boy for that i am so friggin glad!

Years of separation didn't change her physically yes but character-wise she's still same ol' and i am quite amazed of how i can still comfortable relate to her.

It made me think/feel that friendship is gauge not by the number of years two or more person share together everyday to solidify friendship but how years of separation between two or more person fails to deter that friendship away.

I believe it's all about understanding, love, honesty and TRUST just to mention a few.

Another thing, a healthy friendship is also about SINCERITY.

I'm missin' you already madu! Don't you worry, i'll take care of Dj for 4 months. Will keep him accompany eveeerryyyydaaayyy. hahaha. And you missy, don't you transform into playerrockus (cool gila bunyi dia) without me.

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Kulit Baru Belog Saya.

Yes. I've changed it again.

Lovin' it tapi there are some flaws and i can't seem to rectify them.

For instance, the "Woody" on top. It's buggin me. ALOT.

Diri terasa seperti seorang jejaka tampan bernama Woody.

Kadang-kala, terasa sebagai Woody-woodpecker pun ada juga.

Tapi, paling best, i feel like i'm Woody yang kurang tampan dalam kartun animasi Toys' Story.

Sialan.

Walaubagaimanapun, i'm still lovin' the skin. It's so, simple. Minimalist. I loikes!

p.s: As can be seen, i've lost all of my links and managed to retrieve only those shown. So, if you were an avid reader of this blog, and your link is no longer here, i would be so grateful if you could let me know so that i can update them! :)

p.p.s: Ouh, my mini ipod pun sudah hilang. Tidak mengapa *sighs*

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BCF Luv.

Just a quick one here.

Went out for a late night movie (Alien Vs. Monsters) with BCF.

I HEART with all MY HEART! applies to both bcfs and the movie itself :p

Looking forward for more catching ups!

p.s: I've just found out that i've been linked in someone's blog. That someone, i have yet to unfold. LOL! Thanx anyways someone :)

Okay.it's.really.really.late.and.i.need.to.get.some.friggin.sleep.

toodles!

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CONFESSION: Sir, I Punk'd You. Sorry.

Right after my mom's physiotherapy session ended earlier today, both mum and i went to kedai kupi to have some coffee padahal dua2 minum teh. haha!.

It's clear to everyone that Inanam has bacome a major traffic area for such a small place! The first and second roundabouts were always the perfect target for being congested during peak hours. So every car has to literally squeeze in so closely in order to move forward and tidak kasi chance sama kereta lain bhuahaha.

So, did i.

However, just now i bumped onto a truck (double cabin) infront of me. Well actually, not bumped laa. It was merely just a "peck" on its bumper. But the driver didn't seem to notice. And that was it.

OR so i thought it was. (damn)

The male driver stepped out of his car and gave out some kinda signal informing that i've knocked his vehicle. Tapi dengan spontannya i made the blurrest is there even such word? face a petite girl could ever made! Obviously it worked coz the guy just took a glimpse of the back of his truck and proceeded to hop inside instead.

Wow. A hidden talent i got here. Haha!

Okaylaa gotta get ready for movie tonight. I've promised lil Tatut for a movie night out tonight. Can't wait! :)

Lesson of the day:
Makesure you know how to put on various kinds of expressions coz you don't know when you'll need 'em. BHUAHAHAHAH!

I wonder if the registration for 'Anak Wayang' is still on or not.
LMFAO!

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The 2 Ladies :)

It seems FOREVER since the three of us hungout together. The last time i check was during Christmas at Cynth's. cehh macam lama kan? padahal baru half a year hehe

This time i did the fetching-up thingy since Cynth told me that Prish hasn't renew her license yet. Us three went to Upperstar, Damai.

Sat there, minum2 and just chill. We did some fun catching-ups and had loads for dinner. Well, actually saya ja yang pigged out. Damn. Sia-sia i went for dance class and sweat alot earlier. We were having so much fun until we failed to realize that it was already kinda late.

(-___-)"
omegosh. This "icon" is gettin' so lame already.

Ouh. I also managed to talk to Mr.143 of Cynth's. *chuckles* He's a cool guy, Cynth ;) Nahh jaga, ada sudah reporter dia. LOL!

Fast fwd, all went good and we're looking forward for more catching ups before Prish off to the west lagi. Stay saja kau sini bah. Ihh!

p.s: Prish & Cynth, kamurang sangat Bebeh oh!! *thumbs up* I'm happy for you both :) *hugss*

Okaysbyebyefornow!

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Lag.

Updates in my blog are bein carried out scarcely lately oh kan?

*sighs*

Banyak baa mau tulis ni but i just couldn't find the perfect timing to do so. Where have you gone oh muse?

Been joining dance class lately with some friends. It's all fun fun!! It feels greaaaatt to get sweaty again while having fun. *does the chicken dance*

Both Ms. Weezeria and Ms. Marcie are headin' off to S'pore within a couple of hours time. Oi ladies, have tonnes of funfunfun okay. You guys seriously need a break. I'm coming along in the next trip! heeee~

p.s: Hope both mi madre and padre will do great in health! Kamurang buli tu~ :D *huggss*

p.p.s: Am thinking of catching Angel&Demon tonight. TAPI, mesti ramai orang tu kan? BOO!

ALTERATION:
Managed to watch Angel&Demon just now - truly RECOMMENDED! Thanx to Mr. Nerdy for the company, supper & ride.

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The ♥

There was a time when 3 of my best cousins and myself were so damn close, one can hardly tear us apart.

As time passed by, one of my BCFs tend to slowly drift away from us. Much to our disappointment and little can we do. We tried.

Anyhoos, the remaining 3 of us are still in contact regardless the fact that we don't meet as often as we used to. I'm glad we're still as solid as before :) *hugs BCFs - u guys know who u are!*

Sooooooooooo, i texted couz just now. Mau bawa kluar. Just a casual outing coz it felt like dinosaur age since i last went out with her ehem...yg satu lagi, paham2 la ar, kau tu di kl. Jgn banyak songeh! and of course, because i think i kinda missed goofing around with her *pukes blood*

The plan is to catch a movie or two tonight! Yays!! *muka excited*

And tomorrow pula, i just can't wait to catch a movie with some retards. Double yays!!

Okaylaa, wanna bring mumi out for yumcha first *chuckles*

p.s: Oh did i mention that i loikes The Retardees? Guess i didn't. Well, here goes, I DO!

p.p.s: To Ms. Marcie, *hugsss* we're gonna be a-okay! Don't let shiet get the best of you missy! ;)


Oh oh-oh-oh, oh oh-oh-oh Oaoaoh~! ♥ Blame it on Rihanna. It got stuck in my head!

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Blah!

I've got tooo much stuff to blog about erkk...wait, or maybe NOTHING to blog instead? which have caused blog update to a temporary halt.

Regarding my Terengganu friends, they have finally went back their hometown safely and i really hope that their time here was well spent! Do come again you girls. This time we go roadtrip!

Been bingeing out alot lately especially during the sisters' stay here for a good one week and also Rumba-ing!

Even bfnd told me this; "ko kuat clubbing sudah wooo"

-____-" wth.

Look whois talking. HAHAHA. Ndabaa..thx for the reminder bf! Noted!

Anyhoos, clubbing moment will be halted temporarily for a period of time. I really need to work on myself to at least to look better/good (in shape i mean) by the time June arrive. Oh man. I never knew M.O.H could cause one to get panic attack! *sighs*

Okaylaa, Dadi just rang me. He'll be here in a bit to fetch me and off we go to Ranau to attend couz Etet's engagement tomorrow. Yays!

footnote: signing out of blogger singing Hatin On The Club, rockstar version.

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Short One.

Can't seem to find any VERY interesting material to blog about.

Anyways, my friends have arrived from Terengganu earlier today and now they're in my room sound asleep.

Being the good friend, I willingly volunteered to crash in my bro's room instead padahal teda option lain -___-"

Both of these sisters used to be my housemates/roomies while i was in campus.

Their attendance here often made me forget that i am here in my hometown. I feel sooooooo like still in campus. Which is a good thing. Maybe it shows that i do slightly miss uni life after all haha.

I haven't show them much of KK, yet. Just Tg. Aru beach, UMS, 1Borneo and KK-night time. Oh and the KKIA they camwhore so much infront of the airport lol!. We went to fetch my dad at the airport ;p

Tomorrow will bring them out for breakfast and then go jalan2 at the infamous Philippino market (pardon the spelling k).

Okaylaa. Toodles for now. Gotta hit the sack. Long and tiring week ahead!

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I've Checked-In, Hotel 626.

I did as what cuzzie Dayze asked in FB.

She wrote "3am. Play it." and attached a link with it.

I clicked.

I played.

I had fun.

I love it.

You guys should too.

It all started in Hotel 626.

Goodluck and have fun.


p.s: A game, highly recommended to be played during midnight onwards.

p.p.s: Make sure your mic is functioning. Put on your headphone. Recommended.

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Angel.

I would really love to nicknamed you 'Gegirl', 'Baby' or 'Love' when you grow up.

I would love to watch you take your first step, or being able to feed your first solid food, basically the whole process of growing up.

I would really love to play and tickle you or even purposely make you cry just for the fun of it ;p

I would love to read you fairytales, sing you lullaby and rock you to sleep.

I would love to listen to you whine when you got bullied coz then i can play the heroin big sister haha.

I would love to tie your hair into ponytail or 'Chun Li' style LOL! and send you off to school.

Oh and guide you in your homeworks.

I would also love to shop stuffs for you. They are just so many pretty things for little girls :)

I would love to wonder how you'd looked like if you're mad, happy, sad and so on.

I love watching smiles carved on Mom & Dad's face when you're asleep.

BUT above all, if i could wish on one thing,

I wish you were here with us :(

HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY baby sis *hugss*

I LOVE YOU.



(Front: Baby Sis. Back: Granma, maternal.)

Dedicated to our own precious little angel, Jade Natalie Mary Kabinchong (03.04.99-05.09.99)
We missed you. Especially mom.

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*laughs* Mysterious Way Indeed.

As many of yous might already realized by now, most of my posts had something to do my feelings and all.

WHICH sounded very kasian of me, right? LOL.

Whatever shyte i've jotted were written sincerely. Just for the record.

During one of my many confused moments, i've decided to listen to Mom's advice. She convinced me that whenever i felt troubled etc and had no one to turn to, i should always spare a time or two to pray in order to seek for inner peace.

And so i did not that i never done that before though ;p

I've told Him what has been troubling me and prayed to be shown any ways that could at least lead me to find my inner peace.

Initially nothing much happened coz i was still feeling the same, confusion was still there and everything was still same old same old.

Somewhere around midway which i hadn't realized when it happened i noticed something is changing in me. I am gradually beginning to feel at ease, lighter and began to see things in different angle :)

When i woke up this morning, i feel somewhat weird and i pondered. What could have possibly changed in me without me noticing?

Not long after that, i just sat on my bed and chuckled playfully.

He made me feel happier and a whole lot better about myself though i know it is just for temporary :)

He didn't show me any direct signs or symbols. He sent me an Angel instead.

*laughs hysterically*

Uiii okaylah. I am soo gonna stick with this malaikat fever til' at least end of April.

Speaking of April, hey Ms. Corn just...be prepared okay. LOL.

Have great days ahead people!

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Random.VERY.

Yesterday was a hot day.

Today's hot too.

I dislike 'hot' UNLESS it involves:

• Food. Come on~ certain food are better served piping hot. Like McD's apple pie. Damn.

• Guys. Cure for sore eyes. Just admit it ladies.

• Chix. Again, to admire their assets. wow.

But one thing i like especially when it comes about "hot".

TABASCO.

Wooww. I Loike.

p.s: Okay okay. This post is very nonsense-like. Sorry. No interesting material yet.

Cheers~

ALTERATION:

I never thought Angel could be hot too. So yeah, Ms. Sapphire, i heartheartheart Angel too. Thx for pointing that out. How can i forget about that??

Gagagagagaga.

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Weird Enough.

...i feel rather connected to this song.



Communication
By: The Cardigans

For 27 years I’ve been trying to believe and confide in
Different people I’ve found.
Some of them got closer than others
Some wouldn’t even bother and then you came around
I didn’t really know what to call you, you didn’t know me at all
But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins

And I saw you
But that’s not an invitation
That’s all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me and I’m still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
I’ll never really learn how the love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.

Where I see you
And that’s not an invitation
That’s all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
It’s not a threat
If you want communication
That’s what you get
I’m talking and talking
But I don’t know
How to connect
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation

I need you, you want me
But I don't know
How to connect
So I disconnect, I disconnect.

p.s: Hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did! :)

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Two Parts.

PART 1

Pardon me for my previous post.

About a month ago, i had a long chat with Aunt Irine. She looked for mumi but mum wasn't home when she called. So the both of us chatted away instead.

Banyaklaa kami cerita. Pelbagai topic, berkaitan mahupun tidak. LOL. Anyhoots, aunty mentioned that she had mailed us a package right before Christmas i guess. But the mailed got lost somewhere in Asia, according to the U.S postage service. So there was nothing they can do.

The package never made it to us. I am pretty sure it has something to do with the customs. Well, we did experienced almost similar incident previously. The package was ripped open (without any of our presence!) and some stuff gone missing.

Yes. WTF kan? Screw you. Whoever you are.

Anyways, as we carry on with our conversation, aunty did mention that inside the 'lost' package were girls' items such as outfits, undergarments LOL!, makeups and a fragrance for mumi.

Sakit hati memang sakit hati la dengar but the moment aunty mentioned that the makeup sets and fragrance were of VICTORIA SECRET, i think i went a bit ballistic with all the cursing and swearing on the phone. Aunty just laughed haha.

The oh-so-optimistic aunt of mine decided to give it another shot. She mailed another parcel to us. This time, it arrived safely. Yay! But of course its contents were different already laa. But it's okay :)


(The parcel, me as the recipient *chuckles*)

Thanx aunty. Nanti kamurang balik sini end of the year bawa lagi banyak stuff k? MUHAHAHAHA.

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PART 2

Last night was a bit hard for me. I was confused, mad at myself, just...emotionally unstable.

Therefore, i went out with Kajun, got Ila a cute lil' cake to celebrate her belated birthday at her crib.

We arrived, Ila was given a sort of suprise mini party. She went out from her room, partially blindfolded by Kak Nibung. Opened her eyes, got shocked, smiled and tears streamed on both cheeks.

Aaawwwwww..kami pun sayang Ila :) *hugss*

Later, we helped Ila and Kak Nibung to prepare the Bunga Telur for Ila's big day today. I had so much fun doing it as it was my first time hehe. And si Kajun seperti biasa, was being hillarious with her gelagat mau pilih2 telur yang kecil coz she complained that the net which hold the eggs together with the bunga are too small. LOL.

Had karaoke session for a bit and supper soon after that.

Around 1am Ila and Kak Nibung told me that Ila is ready for the henna drawing on the back of her palms. I was nervous. VERY nervous coz i had nil experience on henna drawing. Tapi si aunty Ila yakin juga mah saya. Kamikaze ko ni aunty! Haha.

I decided to just go on with it, coz i've made a promise to Ila that i'll do it and i did. And the outcome? Hmmmm..it wasn't really that nice but i guess it was A-Okay for a first timer *laughs*.

It looked something like this.


(Still half way done upon snapped.)

I guess i had fun doing it. At least it made me forget the craps i had on my mind earlier for a moment :)

Alritey! Tonight will be going to her crib again. This time, it's those feet! hehe.

p.s: SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU to both NUR SHEILA MARIE GILBERT & ZAINUDDIN MASAODI.
Spelling may vary. My bad =p

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