Ngits.

Blessed birthday Sill *hugs*

=)

Make sure to have fun & get wasted but please takecare alright?

p.s: Hope those text messages from everyone made you smile :) ILU.

.xx.

Bad Santa.

I will only get my christmas '09 present in a couple of years.

But it's okay Santa. I still love you in a very weird way considering that i know you don't exist.

p.s: Lovin' the whole 'in-a-relationship' kinda thingy now. It's hard not to love the unexpected ;)

.xx.

The Flow.

i love every single bit of it.

Including the shitty ones :)

.xx.

Only A Fraction. Now Think HARDER.

What i have written here is merely a fraction of me, although i might make it sound as if i am telling a large part of myself - publicly.

I beg to differ. Think again. ;)

Therefore, think twice before making a conclusion about others. Especially me.

One of the things that i look down so much is a pre-judgemental person WHO thought they knew everything.

You know. That "been there, done that-therefore i know so much about the world and how it operates" kinda attitude.

*flips hair* Oh please. Now think thrice.

Let bygones be bygones. I am so blardy happy with me life so far (well not quite laa as i haven't achieved everything i wanted hahaha).

I have prepared to face the consequences of every actions that i have taken, am taking and will be taking.

Oh and by the way, just so you know, i have also already got the awesomest support :)

okeythxbai.

.xx.

Oakley's Story.

Earlier today during the kids' lunchbreak when it was just past my duty to keep an eye on the kids, i decided to stay for a bit to have a lil chat with Linda.

When suddenly i heard from afar,

"Miss Sharon, miss Sharon!. He's crying! He slipped and fell!"

I immediately turned around facing where the shouting were coming from.

Oakley is his name.

Still wearing his cap with bright red 'K.I.S' printed on it, i saw Oakley's eyes were all red and watery. I tried to talk to him but with little success.

I shushed the other kids away and gently tugged Oakley to have a lil walk with me around the play area.

I wiped his tears and told him that boys don't cry. He seemed to have stopped crying but i can still see he was still a lil upset.

I asked lil Oakley did he hurt himself. He nodded while showing off the small scratches on his left elbow and on his knee. Upon doing so, i noticed he was about to sob again.

I quickly and literally knelt infront of him, just low enough to be able to have my face at par with his, while saying,

"I have a bruise too. It's quite huge, bluish n greenish in colour. It's painful but i didn't cry. Do you wanna see it?"

Still sobbing, he nodded.

I quickly rolled up my right-legged leggings up until my knee. Thus showing the bruise.

Oakley's eyes seemed to have fixated on it. He had stopped sobbing by then.

"Now Oakley, would you be willing to exchange your small lil scratches with my bruise?"

He shook his head signaling a 'No'.

I looked at him, smiled and said,

"If you don't want to, stop crying and go on play now."

He smiled and went on playing with his friends.

So, that was the story of a cute lil boy, Oakley.

p.s: If you guys were wondering, YES, i do have a 50cents sized bluish-greenish bruise on my right leg.

The best part, i didn't even know howdahell it got there in the first place!

(-__-)"

gdnyt!

.xx.

A Twice Altered Dress & A Pink-bottled Perfume.

I got my dress for sis Grace’s wedding reception at the church.

It was altered twice and thankfully, they got it right this time though there is still a slight slack.

But that can do.

How the material looked like in closer range.

Mintapuji moment.

Secondly, we have already received the parcel from Aunt Irine.

She have sent me Britney Spears perfume. Lovely! I is like!

Thank you aunty. What a suprise!

Now now, i am looking forward for that Vic Secret that you’ve asked Aunt Charlotte to bring back ;)

As much as i love the stuff you’ve sent, i wish to have you guys back here. It’s been almost 6 years.

.xx.

Sisterly Love.

This conversation took place earlier today as i was lazying on my bed.

sSis J: Ui. You want anything from here?

Ms excited: Yes. I want Michaelbukan nama sebenar,pls?

sSis J: Bye.

Ms excited: (-___-)"

Can you tell just how much the lil sister loves me now?

This is called the 'Dream Jar'. Made this during art class with the kids in school :)

I'd like to call it the 'Heart Jar' instead :)

Can i keep you inside dude?
Can i?
pls?
jeng3.

.xx.

Oh. Hi!

Had a little chat with Swen last night on msn. Did a very tiny bit of catching ups i might say.

He asked whether i'd be willing to be the model for the company (Wella) he's engaging with currently.

Basically, i need to lend them my hair as lab rat testing. LOL!

I agreed, provided that my hair are not be colored nor straighten.

That was it. The end of msn chatting.

Approx. 15mins later he called saying that he's around the neighborhood and was wondering if it is okay for him to drop by to say hi.

"Okay", i said.

The catching up was brief but a nice one.

I'd like more of that with my other friends =)

p.s: Had fun catching ups with cuzzie Dayze, Avila, Tina, Ita (nice to know u!), Lee and Khai last sunday night.

Wasn't able to chat as often as usual.
I think, i miss sill.
But it's still all good =)

.xx.

Santuts.

I know.

The title is somewhat inappropriate hahaha.

I feel like goin out today. So i've asked couple of good friends to go with me.

Nothing major. Just out for a quick or not so quick shopping moments.

I wanna look for a maroon-ish lace with nice pattern on it for a dress that i've designed in my head that is. But kalau tiada, i guess i just have to get another ready-made dress.

Or i could cut-off the dress Aunt Irine sent from the States to make it shorter biasalaa ketinggian sia tidak mencukupi okay -__-"

Tapi punya sayang tuuuu. Haish.

Okay then, i should be getting ready now.

We're off to santut shopping!! Hahahaha.

p.s: Happy Belated Borndays to Viki babe & Onot! Hope you guys had an ass-kickin 23rd borndays!

Sia rindu kau.
Ilumsill.

.xx.

The Man I Love.

HAPPY somethingTH DADI!

A never ending thank yous to Gong2 & Nenek for having you, our own greatest Dadi.

Appreciate everything you have done for mom, us & others.

May you be showered with never ending protection, blessings and prayers from the up above and everyone around you.

Stuff you did for us, it's impossible to sum up with words.

LOVE YOU and Happy Bornday once again Dadi dearie!!

.xx.