Silly Me.

It's been moderately awhile since my last update. It's not that i can't find time, it's just that i refuse to.

I was kind of suprised of what i have written in my last post; in a good way.

It made me smile and sappy at the same time :)

There are loads of ups & downs that i really love to jotdown and share. However it isn't the right time yet. They can wait :)

As much as i try to deny it, i still do miss him. Cepat balik kamu!

.xx.

Beautiful.

I LOVE how you divert the whole situation and use it to your advantage.

I LOVE how you left me mad & upset and let me think that you were still mad at me.

When you apparently don't (anymore).

I felt silly for *ehem* you-know-why =p

It suprises me when i got a ring from the florist on Valentine's day.

Telling me that someone has sent me roses.

Those pink & red roses, they're beautiful. Like you. =p

The words attached with it. They made me tear.

But what I LOVE most is seeing my favorite name signed at the end of the message.

imissyouvvmuch.

.xx.

My Geek =)

In conjunction of Feb the 14th, reminding everibadeh that everyday is a Valentine's day :)

To gf, JESSICA J.H. please don't berkomplot sama si pungit lagi ok. I don't think i wanna get a heart-attack one day! Anyways, thank you! :) *nenenhug*

As for the one & only Pungitku,

Thank you so much for the pretty roses & the message attached with it. I love em very very very much! I was suprised by the thought even more! *kisskiss*

But hunn, try not to pull anymore suprise stunts okey. At least, let me know beforehand. I promise to pretend as if i didn't know and would still execute the suprised look :D

And i also apologise for *ehem* you-know-why hehehehe.

"Blessed Valentine Jermaine."
I promise to celebrate all the Valentines that we have missed and will be missing. When you're back okey? *hugs* I love you.

Miss you bunches.
Syg you geek ;)

.xx.

The New Raaawwrrr Year.

The 'Raaawwrr' year started off pretty well :)

We hosted a mini open house this year. Family and friends came and hopefully they had a good time. I'm sure that SOME of my friends did tho. LOL!!

I didn't drink alot but i definitely had an awesome time WALAUPUN tidak sempat mandi la HAHAHAHA!

Oh and to Boboi & Yeye, i love the part so much where we went to the lawn and did star gazing at 3am and Yeye caught a shooting star! as i gazed, someone's in my thought =p. Twas a really really beautiful sight that morning, wasn't it? :)

To the rest of the fnfs who came, thanx a bunch for coming. And to Ms. Girllyen & Dear 'kita' *kening2* thank you so much for dropping by. sia mau tgk tu pics or vid u took hehehe.

To my immediate family, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010! Hope you guys had a blast (w/o me. pffftt!) in Ranau. Oh and had the time capsule been executed?

As for the rest, happy new year & party safe people =D

.xx.

CNY!

I wish so much that we, the family would go back Ranau to celebrate it with the rest of the clans.

However, if we weren't, then i will go to Boboi's house!sometimes it is okay to self-invite LOL!

Chatted with Travis earlier on regarding how dragon shuffle. i know wtf right? Haha.

Had a talk with Abing after sooo effing long. You guys are gon be my Vdates this year. Excites! =D

AND

I had choco bars for lunch. Matilah. Sakit lah kepala sia ni nanti.

OWH AND,

shucks happen for good reasons they say =)

Misses you.

.xx.

Slopping.

Things are slopping down.

No matter how much one tries to deny.

=(

But it's alright =)

.xx.

7 & Counting.

Didn't pay Aaron a visit for 2 days already but am planning to go tonight.

He is still in a critical zone but has made a slight improvement. Tho a slight one, means a whole lot to his fnfs.

Way to go Aaron! Your stubborness does comes in handy after all. LOL! I see you later okay? *hugs*

I declared today as a lazy Sunday whereby i just lazed around the house and do nothing major.

Had a silly chat moment with Pungit. He made me smile. Which made me think. It's been 7months and counting.

WHICH made me think again, we never had any specific date to begin with. So i will just start my count on that day when i looked at him twice.

ilumsill & can't wait to see you. =)

.xx.

Aaron.

Please please please get well soon.

We were never that close before (well, you and i know why. LOL) and i regret that.

I'd like to know you a little bit more again.

Sherlene's birthday is tomorrow. It moved me and your dad when she said she'll wish the pink of health to you. Now, that's a true friend.

To make up all the times that i should've gotten to know you waaaay back then, i try my best to visit you everyday.

I talk to you most of the time but i'm not sure whether you were able to hear me or not.

You're not alone Ron. That's all you need to know.

Now stop pulling anymore stunts. Wake up.

.xx.

Presents w/o Presence.

I met your Dad for a short bit as he came by the house last night.

He looked okay. Just slightly jetlag still *chuckles*

Say thanx to Megan for me for the gifts =) i love it gf!

And you,

You've got great sense of taste.

I love the smell.

I love the style.

Despite those lovely presents, what i want most is your presence =(

p.s: I pray for your recovery dear friend. I pray that you get back to your old irritating self though i used to loathe it so much. I promise to visit you again soon. Yesterday was definitely not gonna be my last. xoxo.

.xx.

Happy! Happy!

Lately, i tend to smile alot.

I smiled as i watch my friends with their beloved ones; holding hands, making silly faces, smiling at each other, among many other insignificant gestures.

I smiled as i picture myself in their position, reliving their situation.

I am happy seeing them happy as i know how truly blessed the feeling is. But as i smiled along the way, i wasn't aware that my tears trickled down my cheek.

This is her. A silly dudette who misses her dude terribly.

I wish to tell you this but it is truly beyond words. And i'd like you to not worry =)

p.s: Work has been fun but hectic at the same time. A quick warm hug would really be nice. It's ok. I'll wait =)

.xx.