Slopping.

Things are slopping down.

No matter how much one tries to deny.

=(

But it's alright =)

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7 & Counting.

Didn't pay Aaron a visit for 2 days already but am planning to go tonight.

He is still in a critical zone but has made a slight improvement. Tho a slight one, means a whole lot to his fnfs.

Way to go Aaron! Your stubborness does comes in handy after all. LOL! I see you later okay? *hugs*

I declared today as a lazy Sunday whereby i just lazed around the house and do nothing major.

Had a silly chat moment with Pungit. He made me smile. Which made me think. It's been 7months and counting.

WHICH made me think again, we never had any specific date to begin with. So i will just start my count on that day when i looked at him twice.

ilumsill & can't wait to see you. =)

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Aaron.

Please please please get well soon.

We were never that close before (well, you and i know why. LOL) and i regret that.

I'd like to know you a little bit more again.

Sherlene's birthday is tomorrow. It moved me and your dad when she said she'll wish the pink of health to you. Now, that's a true friend.

To make up all the times that i should've gotten to know you waaaay back then, i try my best to visit you everyday.

I talk to you most of the time but i'm not sure whether you were able to hear me or not.

You're not alone Ron. That's all you need to know.

Now stop pulling anymore stunts. Wake up.

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Presents w/o Presence.

I met your Dad for a short bit as he came by the house last night.

He looked okay. Just slightly jetlag still *chuckles*

Say thanx to Megan for me for the gifts =) i love it gf!

And you,

You've got great sense of taste.

I love the smell.

I love the style.

Despite those lovely presents, what i want most is your presence =(

p.s: I pray for your recovery dear friend. I pray that you get back to your old irritating self though i used to loathe it so much. I promise to visit you again soon. Yesterday was definitely not gonna be my last. xoxo.

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Happy! Happy!

Lately, i tend to smile alot.

I smiled as i watch my friends with their beloved ones; holding hands, making silly faces, smiling at each other, among many other insignificant gestures.

I smiled as i picture myself in their position, reliving their situation.

I am happy seeing them happy as i know how truly blessed the feeling is. But as i smiled along the way, i wasn't aware that my tears trickled down my cheek.

This is her. A silly dudette who misses her dude terribly.

I wish to tell you this but it is truly beyond words. And i'd like you to not worry =)

p.s: Work has been fun but hectic at the same time. A quick warm hug would really be nice. It's ok. I'll wait =)

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Happy Birthday JC =)

Blessed Christmas '09 everyone.

May there are many more Christmasses in the years ahead =)

The Jotter's Christmas shoutout goes especially to her beloved peeps; friends & family, and would also like to extend it to regular or non-regular blog hoppers *chuckles*

And to that one particular person, Merry Christmas precious.
imu beyond the usual.

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You!

I hope he misses me.

Coz i miss you heaps! *winks*

The best of luck hunn. *hugs* ilu.

p.s: Work is gettin crazier day by day. I'll try not to complaint. LOL!

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Lotsa Needs.

I've started working this week and i thought i would be cuttin some slack since i am still new there.

There, my friend, is where i was dead wrong.

It's all really interesting (i ain't sure whether i'll be able to keep up with it or not) but it's givin me a headache already.

First day, i already got headache.

Second day, started to have sore throat and headache.

Third day, the throat soreness has worsen and headache refuse to go elsewhere.

The needs:

1. To adapt to the new environment a.s.a.p.
2. To learn and absorb everything a.s.a.p.
3. To gain more self-esteem.
4. To learn chinese language (-__-)"
5. To love the task and have fun doin it.

So far, those are the most needed items and criterias.

Owh and i NEED si pungit love =)

p.s: The fam & i are planning to go Maliau Basin in early Jan. Thanx to Aunty Rita & Cuzzie Dayze!

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A Christmasy Mood.

I'm in the mood for Christmas already. yays!

Gotta put up the Christmas tree. yang sia tetau mana kena simpan. gotta dig dig dig for it!

In order to make my Christmas a very meaningful one this year, i'd like to seek forgiveness from everyone that i have intentionally hurt and also the unintended ones.

I know i have caused trouble and chaos to a friendship between two people. I sincerely apologise. Please please please do not let me & the culprit get things in between you guys. And you, culprit, i think you owe them, if not US, an apology as well. It may not matter anymore but it is definitely good to know that you have at least the courtesy to come forward. *winks*

On the other hand, whomever feel that they have inflicted pain (emotionally/physically) on me before, no need to seek forgiveness. It's over and done with already =)

Have a blessed Christmas everyone =D

I love yousssss. You people know who you are =)

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Cousinly Love.

Conversation between cousin Dayze and i few hours back [via Celcom-Digi]

she: i gotta play tour guide tmrw night, free ka?

i: who to guide? bitch or bastard? Lol!! buli ba. lemme know what tym la.

she: Lol aku serious niiii cos all guys niii. don't fkk with me ahhhh. Lol macam 6-ish gitu ok ka? pls pls pls pls

i: Hensem or not? if cina sia temau hahaahha. Baahhhhhh demi cinta kasih sia akun la.

she: Hahahahha cina la baaaaa jadi ko mau apa? Mangkali ada tambi la but not shurrr ahahahaha

i: Kimak. hahahaha

she: Bah kasitau aunty Theresa awal2 ah, bilang anak aunty Rita bawa sia keluar bilang loll!!

i: okey. Sia bilang anak aunty Rita mau tulung kasi cari ko menantu santung. Ahahahaha

she: Hahahaha. iya, dia happy tu sebab santung kan, kalau santung +100 points hahaahaha

i: Buduts punya kazen. Bah later u lemme know mana ko mau bawa the santungs la. Sia mau tau apa mau pakai. Bikini ka bra.

she: Derang bilang mau makan seafood and then drinks after, mana tempat mau makan seafood ni ging lol

i: Drink apa? alkohol ka? kalau alkohol, sana upperstar or texas lor (buli trus p berjoget akakaka) seafood? gaya sport? kg nelayan? salut?

she: Haha bah bisuk ko jadi co-pilot sia k? huahuahua

i: Insyaolo. Bawa compas manatau sasat.

she: Buli ba, ko bawa map la manatau kita decided to go for gold digging ka.

p.s: Moii, bosan sia puff2 halau nyamuk satu2 urg di luar. (Okay. The gfs, bcfs and the bf wouldn't like this statement. Pasti kena cuci telinga. Tidak mengapa. Tahan. Berani kerana benar orang bilang haha.)

On a completely random note:
Net connection at home mengalahkan kelajuan siput babi mengandung.
I is definitely don't like.

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