Beta Faham.

Lately i've been sappy and happy altogether. But i guess i'm feeling the latter more :)

One thing, i show less of my emotions though they're eating me from inside. I don't like the fact that i'd breakdown infront of other(s). I dislike that.

Bukan mau cakap ego bah tu, but it's more in terms of preference.

I made a promise to a friend not to write any related shytes anymore, but i also said that, here (blog) is the only place i prefer blurting things out. Whether or not people gonna read about it, that's a whole different story.

Anyhoots, for the umphteenth times, i totally understand the things we've discussed during one of our usual hangouts. I am very much glad we had that conversation.

Another thing, please leave that bad/guilt/sympathy feeling behind. Save it for other(s) who might need it more. Like i've said, i might say/act on impulse and can be awfully wrong at times but i have my own limits. I know when and where to make serious decision.

Trust me, i understood and still do.

I also know this, you love me and hate seeing me gettin' hurt kaaaaaan? *chuckles* Well well, if that's so, stop being so dramatic. I am going to be just alright bebeh! :)

Jadi, boleh kah kita semua kembali being goofy and just ignore everything? Adeh.

p.s: Try not to think soooo much. You'll only get yourself tangled in more unnecessary heartaches and dilemmas. It's never been easy to please everyone. Remember that.

p.p.s: I honestly and sincerely felt awful knowing that the whole thing still bothers you. Time is all needed. Now chill!!

p.p.p.s: To the rest of the readers if any, i highly recommend Slumdog Millionaire and Changeling. I like Slumdog cos it has a unique plot, depicting real-life in India while i love Changeling simply because it's an autobio movie and the fact that Angejolie is starring in it. Weeee~.

.xx.