6 Down: Tomorrow's Monday.

I heart: ".ooxxoxoxxxoo."

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Exams are finally over since last friday.

I'm all excited and sad at the same time tho'. It kinda suck that many of my closest friends couldn't make it to the airport to send me off.

But it's ok. I understand. After all, it is graduation night. It only happens once :)

And by the way, i am really sorry for not being able to attend it k, Ims. Lamaaa uda kita janji mo jadi partners tu right? *sighs*

What a bummer! and i will even have to missed watching you perform on that night. Haiyaaa. Tepala, you know i got your back :)

K laa. Better start re-packing my stuff.

Tomorrow's Monday already.

.xx.

5 Down.

I heart: "Lveu hun"
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Am still sick.

Finally, after FAILING to prove to everyone that i have strong antibody went to get some prescriptions from one of the clinics here.

The result, i have to bear with four kinds of prescriptions. Yang paaaaaling "best" kan, bikin ngantuk semua!

I think i know now how it feels like to get high on drugs.

K laa, mo layan tidur balik. The drugs have kicked in again.

.xx.

4 Down.

I heart: "Kakaka.wui dorang men lagu kita. me mesh u like gilaaaa!"

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Thankfully, 4 down and 2 more to go which is on the 5th and 7th respectively. Jadi ada time buli rest. Hancurness muka sia. *sighs*

Right after today's paper, i was feeling bit uneasy/uncomfortable. I suddenly have muscle pain, my torso is aching and feel like my head is gonna burst everytime i coughed.

Went for a quick nap hoping to feel much better once i'm up, to no avail.

Once again, hoping to feel better, i went off for a 25mins jog.

Sungguh mengecewakan, i didn't sweat alot like how i usually do. something isn't right here.

Last2 balik rumah and found out rupanya sia sakit. Feverish.

And i still have 2 more papers to go.

Dang.

"Teeeennggss pwaaaannnn"

Hmmm.

What were you thinking inden?!

Nothing's changed. Everything's same ol' same ol'.

Bear that in mind!

.xx.

3 Down.

I heart: "Wer r u?"

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Yes people.

3 more to go. yippie!

Today's paper was..urmm..let's just say that it exceeded my expectations, in a good way :)

I expected myself to perform poorly on this one. =p

Anyhows, am just so friggin' glad that half of 'em are over!!

=D

Okaylaa. Updates later.

Off to mamam with some mates now.

Cheers~!

.xx.

2 Down.

I heart: "Misme misyu misme misyu"
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4 more to go.

But nooo. Not tomorrow. i mean today laa cos it's already 31st oct.

My next war is on the 1st.

Anyhows, today's paper was better than the first one i had the day before *claps*

Jadi since there's a day gap before my next war, sia rest2 jap lu laa. I'll start kumpul my ammo (study) early morning nanti hehe.

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Went out tadi with Jane for dinner. Emy and Syaz didn't follow cos dorang ada paper tomorrow morning at 9am. They were so concerned that Jane still hadn't had her dinner since it was already past 10pm and the bloody foodcourt pun sudah tutup.

So si Emy pun suruh sia bawa si Jane p makan. Got her carkeys and went out for dinner.

Kena sayang juga rupanya ko nih mandak. Haha.

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Lately, i've been listening to few of my buddies' problems. Love related most of the time. It's not that i give good advices i'm sure of that, but maybe i'm good at keeping quiet and just let them talk, let stuffs out of their chest :)

I'm glad and feel honoured that you guys trust me enough to share your problems and personal stuff. I'm truly sorry if i weren't able to provide good advices k. Coz i, myself in confusion as well. It's just that i don't show it and all.

K la. I ran outta material to jot down. Better hit the sack. Mo jadi alarm clock si Emy at 5am lagi nanti.

The thought of someone lingers in my mind.

Please let it go away.

I don't miss the person.

I refuse.

Daa~

.xx.

1 Down.

I heart: "Bytheway...i hope i get d first shot before it hits somebody else"
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Today's paper (Organizational Development & Change) was a OKAY. I guess. MUAHAHA.

Despite not being able to cover all of the relevent syllabus or chapters, i wasn't nervous at all.

Napa tu ah?

Like now.

I should be studying, yet am wasting my time updating blog.

-___-"

Problem nih.

One thing for sure though,

I'm terrified for not being scared at all.

Adoiii. Kenapakaa??

p.s: Bug called while i was in the shower earlier. I wonder why. Thought he'd call back but it's so typical of him not doing so. Wanted to return his calls but terngam2 teda credit pula hahaha. I guess, nda important juga ba tu kan? huhu.

Additional footnote:
Soo unexpectedly Bug called (again) :) Had the longest chat since urmm...ntah bila tuh. Like usual, it has always been fun chatting with urang satu kepala nih LOL.

.xx.

Youthsays.

I Unheart: "Liar"
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See, i'm gonna post a short one here.

Been doing some bloghunting (as what i prefer calling heee~). Somehow, i stopped at couz Dayze's blog.

She has nice posts there. and not mentioning bikin jeles2 pun banyak juga laa haha.

BUT.

Among all, one particular thing she mentioned had caught my attention.

It's regarding youthsays.

I've no friggin' idea whatsoever apaka binatang itu.

Anyways, as i scrolled down, couz Dayze mentioned that all you gotta do is just complete surveys and you'll get paid.

YES. PAID!

If anyone of you are interested, kindly click on the first 'box' on the right (above my 'date/time').

OR.

You could just click the small notification box poppin' in and out on the lower right corner of the screen. Whichever you fancy. :)

.xx.

Skype.

I Heart: "Chill bebeh.tp me tdk sabar mau jumpa u! Hehe."
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These past many days since i couldn't update my blog and IMing with others thru YM and MSN,i've been loitering around most of the time using Skype and occasionally on Meebo laa hehe.

It's true that i've been counting the days before the final exams and all. No doubt about that.

Logged into Skype and start to update my status.

Bila sia tingu status sia, punyala men lama tia kana update. So, i decided to leave the front part and added my very own countdown to end it.

Did the calculation in my head.

Terdiam 3 saat.

(-___-)" <--- ya. ginila muka sia during the 3 seconds.

When the 3 seconds are up, i came to my senses.

WHAT THE FOOK?!

Approximately 2 more weeks (plus few more days but less than 3 weeks for sure hehe) and home i go!

Shyte. That means exams lagi dekat laa?? Nah. Mataii.

Okay you guys this is when i truly need goodluck chants from all of you.

*full of anticipation look*

Thanx in advance!

.xx.

I Gambled & Lost but Still Glad I Did It :)

I heart: “TAKECARE AND ILOVEYOU SO MUCH!! LOL”
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(ATTN: THIS POST WAS MEANT TO BE POSTED ON THE 21.10.08)

Two nights back, I received a text message from Bug.

“Sudenly tiba2 mish ma u ni… Hmph!!!!!!!”

*chuckles* hey I think it’s cute!

Honestly, upon readin’ it, I smiled to myself and got that butterfly effect fluttering in my tummy.

However, I just don’t know which emotion could describe me best; Happy? Or bluffed?

As usual, I brushed it off and pretend that he didn’t mean it (because sy pun tetau whether he really meant it or not, so it’s worth brushing it off hehe).

Last night we had a session of continuous texting Whoa. Amazing! Haha whereby he’d asked me questions and I answered him. I think it’s good to have that conversation because it made me realized or at least, it made feel something.

Something which I should’ve felt long time agoinstead of wasting my/his/eveyone’s time.

Entah kenapa, but I seriously feel like all these while I’ve been holding him back with all the blames and guilt especially after he had read about .the.twisted.parrot.

It’s heartcrushing to acknowledge that. :(

Therefore, as i slumped on the bed before dozing off, I’ve been thinking and it leads to loads more of “maybes”.

From the many, I decided to choose one.

Ahh. Banyak berfikir ni buli tensi oh kan? Hehe. This is soo not me!

Anyways, wish me luck on my finals pipol!:)

One of these Mondays, I decide to let myself go.

By letting you go already.go have fun, be happy & no more holdin’ you back! :)

This is all I (we) need.

Maybe.

"At least we’ve tried. :)"

.xx.

Doin’ Tag (from Mamaii) in Big Apple, Kuantan.

1.The who tag/pass you is?
* Mamaii.

2. Your relationship with him/her is?/
* One of my longtime chatter tambalut.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1. Suka nyanyi.
2. From Tambunan.
3. Suka aramaitii! Haha.
4. Cutie! Hoho.
5. Gila kali. Haha.

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
* er. Bein as one of my friend is memorable and good enough for me :)

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
* hmm..mcm teda ni haha. Sorry maii but I can't recall. =p

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
* (-__-)" tulungla jgn jadi macam si tomkurus numbur dua. Haha.

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
*I've no idea. There are loads more yet to know about this person.

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
*hopefully ndala kan maii. Palis2.

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
* ermm…nda pernah terfikir so idk.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
* er..oh! I need to email him the picture hahaha. Nanti2 la ah maii. Bida connection ba.

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
* A good and sporting person. Fun to be with as well.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
* Sia pun tetau o. Annoying maybe? Or most say sia gila la. Whatever that means. -__-"

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
* Just bein myself. :)

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
* baaaanyak. I'm a person covered with flaws bebeh!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
* hmm…I need time to answer this.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
* Thanx bunches and loveya guys every single bit!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1.Sis Grace 2.Bro Jer 3.Sis Joi 4.Couz Kelor 5.Deasy 6.Teekay 7.Couz Abet 8.Maria 9.Mandak
Lumis 10.Ameh

18. Who is No.6 having relationship with?
* astaga. Sia seriously tetau. Hahaha. Sepa greg?? LOL!

19. Is No.9 a male or female?
* Sudah nama mandak. Female she is.

20. If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
* Ouh no. One reason not to be, dua2 tondu. Haha.

21. What is No.2 studying about?
* Abangku kerja sudah tu.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
* Hmm..chat? can't recall. But I've just texted her today la =p

23. What kind of music band does No.8 like?
* I'm GUESSIN' yg slow and mellow ones? xp

24. Does No.1 have any siblings?
* YES! I am one of them.

25. will you woo No.3?
* Err…my sister?

26. How about No.7?
* Err…itu my cousin pula. Haha.

27. Is No.4 single?
* As a matter of fact, YES! Cousin darling ku single still! Hahaa.

28. What is the surname of No.5?
* Err…correct me if I'm wrong k Deasy. Jiliko?

29. What's the hobby of No.10?
* Hmm…readin' I guess. Eh no. DEBATING! She's good in that! Lol.

30. Does No.5 and 9 get along well?
* Deasy and Lumis? Idk if they know each other but I can picture them to get along just fine.

31. Where is No.2 studying at?
* Sudahku bilang. He's working.

32. Talk something casually about No.1?
* She'sthe eldest child of my parents and a sister to her 4 younger siblings. Huahuahua.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for No.6?
* U mean Greg@Teekay? Alala. TK, kita kana fitnah. Haha.

34. Where does No.9 live at?
* Ermm..last time I remembered, di Kepayan. Now, kurang pasti hehe.

35. What colour does No.4 like?
* This is easy. GREEN = alien.

36. Are No.5 and 1 best friends?
* Nope. But they can be get along very well I see. =p

37. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
* Maybe not in the world but she is sexy in her own way alright. =)

38. What is No.6 doing now?
* I've no idea. Haha. He loves blog hoppin' that's for sure. Lol!

 

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