Lag.

Updates in my blog are bein carried out scarcely lately oh kan?

*sighs*

Banyak baa mau tulis ni but i just couldn't find the perfect timing to do so. Where have you gone oh muse?

Been joining dance class lately with some friends. It's all fun fun!! It feels greaaaatt to get sweaty again while having fun. *does the chicken dance*

Both Ms. Weezeria and Ms. Marcie are headin' off to S'pore within a couple of hours time. Oi ladies, have tonnes of funfunfun okay. You guys seriously need a break. I'm coming along in the next trip! heeee~

p.s: Hope both mi madre and padre will do great in health! Kamurang buli tu~ :D *huggss*

p.p.s: Am thinking of catching Angel&Demon tonight. TAPI, mesti ramai orang tu kan? BOO!

ALTERATION:
Managed to watch Angel&Demon just now - truly RECOMMENDED! Thanx to Mr. Nerdy for the company, supper & ride.

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The ♥

There was a time when 3 of my best cousins and myself were so damn close, one can hardly tear us apart.

As time passed by, one of my BCFs tend to slowly drift away from us. Much to our disappointment and little can we do. We tried.

Anyhoos, the remaining 3 of us are still in contact regardless the fact that we don't meet as often as we used to. I'm glad we're still as solid as before :) *hugs BCFs - u guys know who u are!*

Sooooooooooo, i texted couz just now. Mau bawa kluar. Just a casual outing coz it felt like dinosaur age since i last went out with her ehem...yg satu lagi, paham2 la ar, kau tu di kl. Jgn banyak songeh! and of course, because i think i kinda missed goofing around with her *pukes blood*

The plan is to catch a movie or two tonight! Yays!! *muka excited*

And tomorrow pula, i just can't wait to catch a movie with some retards. Double yays!!

Okaylaa, wanna bring mumi out for yumcha first *chuckles*

p.s: Oh did i mention that i loikes The Retardees? Guess i didn't. Well, here goes, I DO!

p.p.s: To Ms. Marcie, *hugsss* we're gonna be a-okay! Don't let shiet get the best of you missy! ;)


Oh oh-oh-oh, oh oh-oh-oh Oaoaoh~! ♥ Blame it on Rihanna. It got stuck in my head!

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Blah!

I've got tooo much stuff to blog about erkk...wait, or maybe NOTHING to blog instead? which have caused blog update to a temporary halt.

Regarding my Terengganu friends, they have finally went back their hometown safely and i really hope that their time here was well spent! Do come again you girls. This time we go roadtrip!

Been bingeing out alot lately especially during the sisters' stay here for a good one week and also Rumba-ing!

Even bfnd told me this; "ko kuat clubbing sudah wooo"

-____-" wth.

Look whois talking. HAHAHA. Ndabaa..thx for the reminder bf! Noted!

Anyhoos, clubbing moment will be halted temporarily for a period of time. I really need to work on myself to at least to look better/good (in shape i mean) by the time June arrive. Oh man. I never knew M.O.H could cause one to get panic attack! *sighs*

Okaylaa, Dadi just rang me. He'll be here in a bit to fetch me and off we go to Ranau to attend couz Etet's engagement tomorrow. Yays!

footnote: signing out of blogger singing Hatin On The Club, rockstar version.

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Short One.

Can't seem to find any VERY interesting material to blog about.

Anyways, my friends have arrived from Terengganu earlier today and now they're in my room sound asleep.

Being the good friend, I willingly volunteered to crash in my bro's room instead padahal teda option lain -___-"

Both of these sisters used to be my housemates/roomies while i was in campus.

Their attendance here often made me forget that i am here in my hometown. I feel sooooooo like still in campus. Which is a good thing. Maybe it shows that i do slightly miss uni life after all haha.

I haven't show them much of KK, yet. Just Tg. Aru beach, UMS, 1Borneo and KK-night time. Oh and the KKIA they camwhore so much infront of the airport lol!. We went to fetch my dad at the airport ;p

Tomorrow will bring them out for breakfast and then go jalan2 at the infamous Philippino market (pardon the spelling k).

Okaylaa. Toodles for now. Gotta hit the sack. Long and tiring week ahead!

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I've Checked-In, Hotel 626.

I did as what cuzzie Dayze asked in FB.

She wrote "3am. Play it." and attached a link with it.

I clicked.

I played.

I had fun.

I love it.

You guys should too.

It all started in Hotel 626.

Goodluck and have fun.


p.s: A game, highly recommended to be played during midnight onwards.

p.p.s: Make sure your mic is functioning. Put on your headphone. Recommended.

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Angel.

I would really love to nicknamed you 'Gegirl', 'Baby' or 'Love' when you grow up.

I would love to watch you take your first step, or being able to feed your first solid food, basically the whole process of growing up.

I would really love to play and tickle you or even purposely make you cry just for the fun of it ;p

I would love to read you fairytales, sing you lullaby and rock you to sleep.

I would love to listen to you whine when you got bullied coz then i can play the heroin big sister haha.

I would love to tie your hair into ponytail or 'Chun Li' style LOL! and send you off to school.

Oh and guide you in your homeworks.

I would also love to shop stuffs for you. They are just so many pretty things for little girls :)

I would love to wonder how you'd looked like if you're mad, happy, sad and so on.

I love watching smiles carved on Mom & Dad's face when you're asleep.

BUT above all, if i could wish on one thing,

I wish you were here with us :(

HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY baby sis *hugss*

I LOVE YOU.



(Front: Baby Sis. Back: Granma, maternal.)

Dedicated to our own precious little angel, Jade Natalie Mary Kabinchong (03.04.99-05.09.99)
We missed you. Especially mom.

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*laughs* Mysterious Way Indeed.

As many of yous might already realized by now, most of my posts had something to do my feelings and all.

WHICH sounded very kasian of me, right? LOL.

Whatever shyte i've jotted were written sincerely. Just for the record.

During one of my many confused moments, i've decided to listen to Mom's advice. She convinced me that whenever i felt troubled etc and had no one to turn to, i should always spare a time or two to pray in order to seek for inner peace.

And so i did not that i never done that before though ;p

I've told Him what has been troubling me and prayed to be shown any ways that could at least lead me to find my inner peace.

Initially nothing much happened coz i was still feeling the same, confusion was still there and everything was still same old same old.

Somewhere around midway which i hadn't realized when it happened i noticed something is changing in me. I am gradually beginning to feel at ease, lighter and began to see things in different angle :)

When i woke up this morning, i feel somewhat weird and i pondered. What could have possibly changed in me without me noticing?

Not long after that, i just sat on my bed and chuckled playfully.

He made me feel happier and a whole lot better about myself though i know it is just for temporary :)

He didn't show me any direct signs or symbols. He sent me an Angel instead.

*laughs hysterically*

Uiii okaylah. I am soo gonna stick with this malaikat fever til' at least end of April.

Speaking of April, hey Ms. Corn just...be prepared okay. LOL.

Have great days ahead people!

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Random.VERY.

Yesterday was a hot day.

Today's hot too.

I dislike 'hot' UNLESS it involves:

• Food. Come on~ certain food are better served piping hot. Like McD's apple pie. Damn.

• Guys. Cure for sore eyes. Just admit it ladies.

• Chix. Again, to admire their assets. wow.

But one thing i like especially when it comes about "hot".

TABASCO.

Wooww. I Loike.

p.s: Okay okay. This post is very nonsense-like. Sorry. No interesting material yet.

Cheers~

ALTERATION:

I never thought Angel could be hot too. So yeah, Ms. Sapphire, i heartheartheart Angel too. Thx for pointing that out. How can i forget about that??

Gagagagagaga.

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Weird Enough.

...i feel rather connected to this song.



Communication
By: The Cardigans

For 27 years I’ve been trying to believe and confide in
Different people I’ve found.
Some of them got closer than others
Some wouldn’t even bother and then you came around
I didn’t really know what to call you, you didn’t know me at all
But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins

And I saw you
But that’s not an invitation
That’s all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me and I’m still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
I’ll never really learn how the love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.

Where I see you
And that’s not an invitation
That’s all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
It’s not a threat
If you want communication
That’s what you get
I’m talking and talking
But I don’t know
How to connect
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation

I need you, you want me
But I don't know
How to connect
So I disconnect, I disconnect.

p.s: Hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did! :)

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Two Parts.

PART 1

Pardon me for my previous post.

About a month ago, i had a long chat with Aunt Irine. She looked for mumi but mum wasn't home when she called. So the both of us chatted away instead.

Banyaklaa kami cerita. Pelbagai topic, berkaitan mahupun tidak. LOL. Anyhoots, aunty mentioned that she had mailed us a package right before Christmas i guess. But the mailed got lost somewhere in Asia, according to the U.S postage service. So there was nothing they can do.

The package never made it to us. I am pretty sure it has something to do with the customs. Well, we did experienced almost similar incident previously. The package was ripped open (without any of our presence!) and some stuff gone missing.

Yes. WTF kan? Screw you. Whoever you are.

Anyways, as we carry on with our conversation, aunty did mention that inside the 'lost' package were girls' items such as outfits, undergarments LOL!, makeups and a fragrance for mumi.

Sakit hati memang sakit hati la dengar but the moment aunty mentioned that the makeup sets and fragrance were of VICTORIA SECRET, i think i went a bit ballistic with all the cursing and swearing on the phone. Aunty just laughed haha.

The oh-so-optimistic aunt of mine decided to give it another shot. She mailed another parcel to us. This time, it arrived safely. Yay! But of course its contents were different already laa. But it's okay :)


(The parcel, me as the recipient *chuckles*)

Thanx aunty. Nanti kamurang balik sini end of the year bawa lagi banyak stuff k? MUHAHAHAHA.

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PART 2

Last night was a bit hard for me. I was confused, mad at myself, just...emotionally unstable.

Therefore, i went out with Kajun, got Ila a cute lil' cake to celebrate her belated birthday at her crib.

We arrived, Ila was given a sort of suprise mini party. She went out from her room, partially blindfolded by Kak Nibung. Opened her eyes, got shocked, smiled and tears streamed on both cheeks.

Aaawwwwww..kami pun sayang Ila :) *hugss*

Later, we helped Ila and Kak Nibung to prepare the Bunga Telur for Ila's big day today. I had so much fun doing it as it was my first time hehe. And si Kajun seperti biasa, was being hillarious with her gelagat mau pilih2 telur yang kecil coz she complained that the net which hold the eggs together with the bunga are too small. LOL.

Had karaoke session for a bit and supper soon after that.

Around 1am Ila and Kak Nibung told me that Ila is ready for the henna drawing on the back of her palms. I was nervous. VERY nervous coz i had nil experience on henna drawing. Tapi si aunty Ila yakin juga mah saya. Kamikaze ko ni aunty! Haha.

I decided to just go on with it, coz i've made a promise to Ila that i'll do it and i did. And the outcome? Hmmmm..it wasn't really that nice but i guess it was A-Okay for a first timer *laughs*.

It looked something like this.


(Still half way done upon snapped.)

I guess i had fun doing it. At least it made me forget the craps i had on my mind earlier for a moment :)

Alritey! Tonight will be going to her crib again. This time, it's those feet! hehe.

p.s: SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU to both NUR SHEILA MARIE GILBERT & ZAINUDDIN MASAODI.
Spelling may vary. My bad =p

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